131. When His Battle Becomes Your Self-Hatred

Listen to this episode from Dates, Mates and Babies with the Vallottons on Spotify. What do you do when your husband’s porn struggle becomes a story you tell about yourself—about not being pretty enough, skinny enough, or desirable enough? For so many women, his brokenness becomes her self-hatred. But it doesn’t have to stay that way.In this powerful episode, pastors and coaches Jason and Lauren Vallotton share hope and healing for women who are carrying shame that was never theirs to hold. With compassion and clarity, they unpack why porn is not about a wife’s worth, how self-hatred lies to keep women isolated, and what tools actually help rebuild connection and restore identity.Together, they walk through:You Are Not the Cause — Why porn is about escape, not about you “measuring up.”Self-Hatred Is a Liar — How shame masquerades as self-awareness and how to speak truth over yourself instead.You Still Deserve Empathy — Why your pain is valid and how to ask for emotional repair.You’re Allowed to Ask for Help — Practical steps for inviting God, community, and safe people into your healing.If you’ve ever felt the sting of comparison or the weight of carrying your spouse’s struggle, this episode is a reminder: you’re not broken, you’re not too much, and your story doesn’t end in shame. Healing is possible—for your marriage, yes, but even more importantly, for you.Resources:Shasta Blue Sky Addiction & Trauma Recovery Services75. What to do in Marriage EmergenciesPatreonIf you've enjoyed this podcast, would you consider financially supporting the show? Every donation, big and small, helps the Vallottons continue to prioritize making this content for you. Click this link to support! Thank you!For information on the Marriage Intensive and other resources, go to jasonandlaurenvallotton.com !Connect with Lauren:InstagramFacebookConnect with Jason:Jay’s InstagramJay’s FacebookBraveCo Instagramwww.braveco.org